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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2006|05:22 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
i wasn't trying to be arrogant, at least not consciously. i was just trying to enjoy it, to celebrate things going my way for a change. pride and sloth. arrogance and laziness. and it all comes out in the wash. tired of having to explain myself, cursed to never be taken seriously. EVER. by anyone. how drastic would it have to get? i'm a horrible friend, i don't return calls and i blow people off, why do any of you even still speak to me? oh, right, you don't. this....i don't even want anyone to read this but i'm writing it anyway. like the boy that cried wolf so many times and when he needed to be saved, they told him to fuck himself.

there's more but i don't want to talk about it. and to who, anyway?
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bring it on, slade, i gotcha numbah! [Apr. 22nd, 2006|06:20 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
last night i had a dream that i got into a fight with Deathstroke and he was trying to kill me. i was in a little hole in the wall restaurant eating fried clams when 'Stroke walks in wering his costume without the mask and a tan trenchcoat. he then just starts choking me out. quick "goat-like" thinking, i reach over to the table and grab a bottle of tabasco sauce, i rip the eyepatch off his head and proceed to fill his empty eye-socket by squirting tabasco into it. that's gotta sting.
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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2006|03:37 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[music |well well well- Super 8]

all you ever seem to do is remind me of how good my life is not. thanks for that.
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fuck chuck [Apr. 5th, 2006|12:13 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar


my bronson trumps your norris any day of the effing week...
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(no subject) [Mar. 29th, 2006|07:09 am]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |excitedlets do it]

it all goes down today. it's make it or break it time. wish me luck.
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2006|09:21 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |indescribablei don't even know]
[music |sea change]

i used to be able to find the good in most things, i could find beauty everywhere. when did i stop doing that?

i'm on the verge of a bender, big one this time. but with benders come the joe-offs and i think i've used all of those up. my friends have been understanding to a point but i think if i tell them all to screw this time around, they just might. i just don't feel i belong anywhere anymore, upstaged and replaced, disrespected and betrayed. tonight the part of joe will be played by (fill in the blank).

it's probably all in my head. if i tried to explain it to them i'd just come off like a jerk. and i just can't be arsed, it's to that point. i quit.
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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2006|05:19 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
as pretty as she was in high school. she's not gonna call.
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for when you can't say that shit to a nigga's face... [Mar. 13th, 2006|07:58 pm]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Waydown- Blizzard of 78]

-you can't say now that you didn't know. cause now ya do. and you still won't talk about it, huh? i thought we was boys...

-when i want my hand held, i'll bloody well let you know. do they pay you extra for baby sitting? oh, wait, you're on salary. yeah, i'd be a bitch too, i guess.

-and you. put down the booze and get back to work. looking to get fired? wait, you are? oh, well, carry on...

it's days like today when i struggle. with conflicting feelings of "this sucks and i need to bust my ass so i can get out of here" and "why bother? there's nowhere else to go and you know it. any attempts to branch out will inevitably end up with you failing miserably." i think i can admit now that i'm afraid to fail at this, it's a huge risk and as much as it drains everything else out of me, at least right now i have security. the world will always need people to handle their money. comic books may not even exist in 10 years. i'm afraid to fail so i sink in monotony. then the monotony becomes crushing and i've gotta break out no matter what. and so it goes...
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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2006|02:39 am]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |depressedin much pain]

you know, Sambuca, you're worse than Vodka. you don't show up to taunt me as often, but damn you kick my ass every time. piss off and choke to death.....

-joe


p.s.-my arm hurts. a lot.
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for a good time call... [Mar. 4th, 2006|12:51 am]
the bad guy wears black, but plays a white guitar
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Dead Prez- Bigger Than Hip Hop]

go get a sixer and a blunt, down that shit with some friends, and go see Dave Chapelle's Block Party. totally not what i was expecting, just a great great time, a great concert film and some of the best hip hop i've heard in a while. i was really feeling it like "Wattstax" for the hip hop generation. how come nobody ever told me about Dead Prez?

"You rather have a Lexus? or justice?
a dream or some substance?
a Beamer a necklace or freedom?"

damn, like the black rage against the machine...


p.s.- the Zonk Renaissance is upon us. Zonk Nation...keep them eyes open for it...you heard it hear first...
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